Ripped jeans and love bites

I decided to write this poem because I had a lot on my mind and wanted to put it down in words...So I dedicate this to my girl friend..

Ripped jeans and love bites

Awhile ago I thought there was nothing left for me..
Each day just brought more pain..
All I wanted to do was end it
I had always looked for love..hopeing that it would make life worth it.
Looking for love only leads to heart break..and more pain..
I thought there was nothing left here for me
That no one could ever feel for me
All of this changed just a few weeks ago

It had been ages since I talked to you..
But when we spoke again..
something was different...
I didn't know what it was
I felt something I hadn't felt for a long time...
I felt my heart beat..It was all I could hear
This time it was different..

You where all I could think of..
But I was scared..we were friends..
I thought if I said anything that would end..
That some one as beautiful as you could never love me
So I held my tounge..as long as you where happy it was worth it
I could be dying inside but your happiness was all that mattered

And then..one Friday You spoke to me again..
And things got too much..
Sometimes in life you must make a leap of faith
And that's what I did and so I asked you.

"Do you like me?"
And then I waited..the few seconds before you replied where like hours
And the you said it..
"I wish I didn't"
And for that moment time stopped for me..
And I said it "I like you"
Since that day my love for you has grown and grown

Each day all I think about is you
Every moment of every day
You are my world..You are my everything
All I need is you..

To me you are the most beautiful girl in the world..
I don't care who knows..
I wish I could sum up your beauty in words but I cant..
No one can..

You are the centre of my universe
And I would light the sky's with stars for you..
I may be miles away..Sea's may separate us..
But Your love is all I need nothing will hold me back
I would march through the fires of hell for you..

If I could.. I would be beside you right now..
Holding your hand..
But I can't..and that kills me inside
So I ask you..Be strong for me..
I promise I will be with you by this time next year..
Even if I have to swim to you..

If ever you feel weak and cant speak to me
Know that I am here for you..
So look to this poem..
and know..
I am always beside you..
And I will always love you..