DISCLAIMER: There is absolutely no reason anyone but myself (and even then I probably won't) should ever read this. I'm not exactly sure what the point of posting it was in the first place....
I'm not sure why I'm writing this and I don't believe and somewhat hope nobody reads this, but I've been looking reading the comments on several posts today and noticing that I don't seem to agree with almost anyone on this website. While realizing this, I've also noticed that I rarely seem to agree with anybody in the League, almost never agree with anything said during Let's Do This, and have just about the same in common with A Couple of Cold Ones. I usually seem to agree a little bit more with Carlyle on movies but I've been known to side with Leon on occasion (thank you for being the one to argue against that dreadful retch Forgetting Sarah Marshall last year). Really this site just seems to be a bunch of liberal Tim Burton-hating Megan Fox-loving Judd Apatow-watching crazy people who don't know how to use spell check. Now that I'm 21 I'm probably older than half of the people on here too.
So what does all of this mean? Well for starters if anybody reads this I'll probably get my ass kicked, but more importantly it means that I just don't seem to fit in here. The thing is that I can't leave. Spill might as well be another name for a type of drug because I've tried leaving this site at the very least five times and every time I end up coming back. Is it because I have no friends and listening to other people talk about things I am interested in puts a psychological Band-Aid on that wound for an hour or two at a time? That's my guess, and I don't doubt that would help ween me off this site. Maybe I'm just growing up and realizing that I need more than this site to fill that part of my life. It really just feels like I've been hanging out with people who have nothing in common with me other than their love of movies and I'm just now deciding I need new friends.
These last couple of paragraphs have been a good bit of therapy for me, but I still don't know what to do. On one hand I think I should probably pay less attention to Spill and focus more on my own social life, but I have absolutely no idea how to do that (and believe me, AS doesn't help). I live in a town of only about 1,500 people, so my chances of finding somebody that is enough my equal could be rather difficult. Along with that, most of my interests would fall under what are described as "liberal arts," which does tend to reflect on political beliefs, and being a conservative only complicates the situation. All of this mixed with me not driving, being out of school, and having virtually nowhere in my knowledge to "hang out," I'm pretty much stuck here in my room on my computer just like any normal geek. Wow, I'm actually making myself feel more pathetic than usual.
Anyway, my mind is starting to wander at this point (another problem I have) and being tired doesn't help. I don't know what to do at this point, so if anybody does happen to read this and does happen to have any advice, I suppose I will have no choice but to accept it graciously. Other than that this is feeling more and more personal as time goes on. I probably shouldn't post it, but there goes my cursor down to the button.
And before I leave, seriously, I haven't heard a single good thing about Megan Fox's personality, she's not a good actress and anybody who finds her physically attractive has very different tastes in women than myself.
Charlize Theron for Catwoman in Batman 3....
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