So my boyfriends family hates me as much as my boyfriend tries to deny it these people don’t try to hide it. Today was the final straw when it comes to hurtful things they can do and for the last two years they have made the holidays horrible for me...Since my family is in Texas and I am in school and work i don’t really have a chance to see them during thanksgiving and Christmas...So here is my questions to them i wish i could get an answer to. And no this may having nothing to do with movies or comics but this is my place to vent about my frustrations..
Why do you hate me? Really why? I make my own money I pay my own bills I by my own things... I think its cause we live together . Or is it cause we arnt married?.. Or is it becasue im black and he is stepping out the family comfort zone. But why was it okay when you all thought i was asian?..(hey i dont know how they thought this but the did).Or why is okay his dads married to mexican lady?( by the way she is the only one who is nice to me)..How come on thanksgiving i wasnt included in the family pictures..I know you did it on purpose by handing me everyones cameras and telling me to take the pictures. And to the person who brought all the women flowers in the family you know i live here you knew id be here so why didnt i get any flowers?..I dont really want your dumb flowers but a thought would be nice. And how come for chirstmas i was left out of the gift exchange how come my name wasnt in the hat? How come when I walk into the room you greet my boyfriend and then there is an akward oh yea hi Brit? or i am ignored all together.
I hate the holidays in california..so much so i voluntered to work on christmas eve. I would rather be with the lonley drunks than this family...I cant wait to move back to austin!